...the morning after...

While I wish that it's the "morning after" you all think about, I am far - very far - from being in that position. It is the morning after a long night of contemplation on how I will carry on my life amidst the disappointments, frustrations and regrets. Again, FOCUS is the word. This is my end for now and I will never lose sight of it. I know that I am treading a very thin beam, almost wire-like, but if just keep my gaze on that one point in the end, I know I will not trip. 

Good luck to me! - and that's not saying in the usual sarcastic way...this time I just know I will make it. :)